PERSONAL ARCHIVE

Rasmey Enn

"Discipline. Logic. Resilience."

Research Archive

A working notebook: operating questions, concise concept briefs, and notes on what remains useful under pressure.

Operating Questions

Guiding prompts for exploration.

  • What causes disciplined people to quietly decay over time?
  • Why does decision quality drop before physical decline becomes visible?
  • How does fatigue alter moral boundaries?
  • What conditions preserve long-term consistency without burnout?
  • Why do some habits stabilize identity while others don’t?

Concept Briefs

Short explorations of ideas worth refining. 150-300 words each.

Cognitive Performance

The Algorithm of Resilience

How software debugging logic can inform practical stress protocols and rebuilding after setbacks.

Brief forthcoming
Stoic Framework

Control Radius Theory

Sort what you can influence from what you cannot—and execute accordingly.

Brief forthcoming
Performance Under Pressure

Stress Inoculation Protocol

Training for calm under pressure without chasing performance theater.

Brief forthcoming

Featured Concept Brief

One idea worth preserving in full.

Concept Brief #001 — Discipline Is a Load-Bearing Structure

Most people treat discipline as motivation.
That misunderstanding is why it collapses under stress.

In practice, discipline behaves more like infrastructure. It carries load — fatigue, pressure, uncertainty — and fails predictably when neglected. When the structure weakens, everything built on top of it begins to shift: judgment, patience, emotional control.

This explains a pattern I’ve seen repeatedly:
People do not fail dramatically. They drift. Decisions become slower. Standards soften. Recovery takes longer. The individual still looks functional, but performance erodes beneath the surface.

What accelerates this erosion is not lack of knowledge, but excess negotiation. Every time a boundary becomes conditional, the structure weakens slightly. Over time, the cumulative effect becomes visible — not as crisis, but as chronic inconsistency.

The solution is not intensity.
It is load management.

Disciplined systems endure because they are designed to be repeatable under imperfect conditions. They assume fatigue. They account for resistance. They do not rely on mood.

This is why the most durable disciplines appear boring.
They were engineered that way.

Key Insight:
Discipline fails quietly long before it fails publicly.

Reading Notes

Books and papers worth preserving. Short notes on why they matter.

  • "Meditations" by Marcus Aurelius – Operational stoicism. No fluff. The only philosophy book I re-read annually because it stays useful under pressure.
  • "Thinking, Fast and Slow" by Daniel Kahneman – How the brain makes decisions under cognitive load. Essential for understanding why we fail and how to design better protocols.
  • "Why We Sleep" by Matthew Walker – Sleep is not negotiable. This book explains the biological cost of ignoring recovery and why discipline includes rest.
  • "The Body Keeps the Score" by Bessel van der Kolk – How high-stress experiences get stored in the nervous system and what protocols help recalibrate without re-traumatization.
  • "Peak Performance" by Brad Stulberg & Steve Magness – The science of sustainable high performance. Practical protocols for managing stress + recovery cycles across disciplines.

Talks Worth Watching

Curated talks that shifted perspective. One takeaway per entry.

Jocko Willink – Discipline Equals Freedom

Key takeaway: Discipline creates optionality. The more disciplined your routines, the more freedom you have to operate when external structure collapses.

Andrew Huberman – Controlling Stress in Real-Time

Key takeaway: Breathing protocols can shift nervous system state in under 5 minutes. Practical tool for regaining control during high-stress situations.

David Goggins – The 40% Rule

Key takeaway: When your mind says you're done, you're only at 40% of your actual capacity. The remaining 60% is accessible if you override the quit signal.